What else can I say

I was sad
I had nothing to look forward
History repeats itself
The memories that we built
Keep hunting me

There is always that one moment
where everything we had seems to fade away
And I'm free
but only for a moment
you see, I can't get far from all this
because deep down I know I want it

Truth is my heart is chained to you
and I can't break free
I will always be attached to you
Look what you've done to me

Because I try to forget you
and there comes the time when I realize
I held you up so high
that maybe you couldn't live up to my own hype

but it only takes one second
one moment
one word
one small gesture
and I end up right at your feet again...

Here we go Again

So many times I have told my self that it is over
That seeing you with someone else didn't bother me
That knowing that you were thinking about him was fine
But the truth is it isn't, I'm not fine
I hate it, because I know that we can be much more...

The truth is often times I can't do anything without thinking of you
and that's why it is harder to let you go
Going to sleep is hard because all I do is think of you
When I wake up things are not much different
because my first thought is always of you

Call me arrogant, conceited or cocky
whatever name you want
whichever one you prefer
but in my heart and in my mind
I know, that no one would treat you the way I would
and I think you know
That I'm the best you'd ever have

Now I'm lost
I don't know what to say
or what to do
Anything, to make you see me in a different light
Hoping that someday, somehow I'd get that chance
that opportunity, to show you who I am

Because no matter how hard I try
no matter what I do
Trying not to love you... Only makes me love you more...