Here we go Again

So many times I have told my self that it is over
That seeing you with someone else didn't bother me
That knowing that you were thinking about him was fine
But the truth is it isn't, I'm not fine
I hate it, because I know that we can be much more...

The truth is often times I can't do anything without thinking of you
and that's why it is harder to let you go
Going to sleep is hard because all I do is think of you
When I wake up things are not much different
because my first thought is always of you

Call me arrogant, conceited or cocky
whatever name you want
whichever one you prefer
but in my heart and in my mind
I know, that no one would treat you the way I would
and I think you know
That I'm the best you'd ever have

Now I'm lost
I don't know what to say
or what to do
Anything, to make you see me in a different light
Hoping that someday, somehow I'd get that chance
that opportunity, to show you who I am

Because no matter how hard I try
no matter what I do
Trying not to love you... Only makes me love you more...